Diane Les Becquets (via fleurlungs)
A longer than usual post.
"Sometimes the right thing feels all wrong until it is over and done with."
I’m scared for what this next school year holds for me. Financially, I mean. Did I make the right choice of quitting a stable job with great pay and free food?
I quit because I felt like it was my time to move on. I wanted to start on bigger and better things that would help me in my future after graduation. But now, I’m left unemployed without any secure internships. I’m really worried about how I’m going to be paying rent/bills. I’m embarrassed to ask my dad for money because I know he’s going to question why I quit my job in the first place. And plus, I hate being dependent on him for money.
Maybe the choice of quitting wasn’t a mistake. Just like the how the quote says, it might feel completely wrong until I actually find my next adventure. Let’s hope so.
P.S. Please don’t pay too much attention to this post. I wrote it late into the night hoping no one would see it.